It was the night before Christmas and Aoi had just finished a concert and was looking happy on the outside, but on the inside he left sad that the love of his life could not be here with him on Christmas Eve. Although he understood why he still missed him cause he hadn’t seen him in a while. He figured he was busy with his solo music and his band S.K.I.N and other stuff, but in his heart he knew Miyavi should have made time for him especially on Christmas.
About an hour or two after the concert Aoi went home to get ready for Christmas. He walked for a while still thinking about his love Miyavi and how much he missed him after all. As he walked and thought and the more he thought tears started to form in his eyes for the first time in a long time. He just could not get Miyavi off his mind, so all he wanted to was get home and go to sleep.
When he finally got home, he walked straight to bed without changing out of his close and talking off his make up that was already smeared on his face form earlier. All he was trying to do was get through Christmas without heartache, but it might not be that possible.
As Aoi slept he started to think about Miyavi again and this time his heart felt like it ripped into to pieces. All of a sudden he suddenly opened his eyes and sat up quickly. Aoi now couldn’t get to sleep his mind was on the one thing he wanted for Christmas and this year would be different then every other year.
Aoi sat awake for what seemed like an hour or so in the dark just thing bout Miyavi and how much fun they would have had sitting by the fire place and tree opening there presents together, but now all of that was just a dream. Seeing now that he couldn’t still get to sleep he decided to write Miyavi another email. Evan though he just wrote one today.
Dear Miyavi
It’s about 4:00 Am in the morning now. I had a concert today and well I was hopping you would have been here today, but well your busy too and I don’t blame you for it. It’s just I love you lots (well you now that I tell you like all the time), but Christmas is the time for being with the ones you love and celebrating Christmas with them. Well what I really mean is that with you it’s like I hardly get to see you and when I do I want to make it special and I thought Christmas would be one of the most specialist time to spend with you, but well what can you do your Miyavi the great and you have things to do too and so you have to make sacrifices some times too and I guess this is one…… I love you and well I miss you lots
Your love XoxoXoxo Aoi
Aoi then sent the email and went back to bed to try to get back to sleep, but it was still impossible. For about three hours Aoi tossed and turned trying to get to sleep, but his mind wouldn’t get off one thing Miyavi. Sending that email made him want to think about Miyavi even more then he was already think bout him.
It was about 7:30 am when Aoi got out of bed and went down stairs to open his fan presents he got last night and the presents from his band members. When Aoi got down the stairs and was about to walk into the living room his face lit up with joy. Right there laying his couch was none other then his love Miyavi wearing nothing but baggy jeans and a Santa hat.
Aoi was so stunned at what he saw that he couldn’t even move to go hug him, so Miyavi got instead and went over to him. “Miyavi I just can’t believe that you are actually here. I thought you said that you couldn’t make it.” “Well I told them that Christmas was my favorite time of the year and that last year I didn’t really get to have a Christmas and they said that I could go back home to spend it with my family and yea. Oh and they also told me that I would have to fly back in 2 days to finish recording the album.” “OMG you did that all for me. I can’t believe it. You r the most sweetest and greatest person ever.”
I then pushed him back onto the couch in a laying position and laid down on top of him. Then I started to kiss him softy on the lips, but he just put his hands on my head to deepen the kiss. I then broke the kiss for a second. “Oh I almost forgot I have something for you.” I said and got up off of him and ran to my room.
Now where did I put it? Oh there it is. I then picked it up from the floor and ran back to the living room. “Here you go Miyavi.” I said and handed him the present.
I was going to mail this to him when I had time, but well he’s here now and that’s all that matter. That is all that I have ever wanted. Miyavi then looked the present and then at me and stared into my eyes and I did the same. At that moment his eyes look as innocent as a child’s, but at the same time showed that he love me so.
He then looked away from me and back at the present and opened it. I watched how he opened. It looked like he opened like it the most valuable this he has ever held in his life. When he was done opening it he look at me and gave me a cut smile and I gave his one back. “Aoi I love it he so cute and so soft.” “I knew would like it. I took me days to find you the right one.” “Oh! But Aoi I didn’t get you anything.” “Meev it doesn’t matter, you just being here is the best present I could ever get from you. Unlike last year.” I said and took the stuffed cat from his hands and put it on the floor and pushed him back into a laying position and laid on top of him again.
This time I didn’t kiss him this time he kissed me, but it wasn’t a regular kiss. It was the best kiss that I had ever had. It was so passionate; it felt like I could have kissed his for hours or days for that matter. I never wanted to end the kiss, but Miyavi had other ideas in this head. He then started to kiss me neck just behind my right ear and it sent shivers down spine and it made me moan with pleaser.
As he was kissing my neck and sucking on my ear all I could think about how perfect this Christmas was and that I finally got my wish to come true after all.
Then he stopped kissing me and his eyes met mine and for the longest time we just stared into each other’s eyes without saying a word until I broke the silences.
"Meev I love you." "Yes I love you too Aoi.
From this day and everyday after this things got better. We made time for each other and I didn’t feel lonely any more when He had to go away, or I had to leave him, because I knew he would always love me and he knew that I would still always love him.
~Fin~
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